then again...
we're fighting...
never ending...
i'm sure. he'll leave me anytime soon...
i can't think straight.... i can't think of anything else...
our relationship is falling apart. i can't seem to do anything (anything right)
here goes......... get ready to be miserable for the rest of your life...
Today the sadness is raining from the stars
and like acid in us it burns some painful scars,
invisible, but they're just in front of you,
our will is fading so we won't know what to do.
Sea's full of hope drying up in the sun,
when they've run dry , we're beginning to stun,
the life it contains', it starts to lose,
all feelings we have spend has been abused.
Thinking about these things all day and night,
you will see an with mistrust burning light,
we told to ourselves that we had good lives
and our hearts are embracing those lies.
Emptiness takes place for all of my lust,
my feelings were just blast away by these storm gust,
I'm walking through these mazes, they contain no emotion
they are all just places of my deep devotion.
Lazy bodies walking past so heartless,
changing their faces from brightness to darkness,
in the middle of this crowd, we were standing,
asking ourselves on what we are depending.
Emotions show you that you are alive,
but when they have fade they will leave out a stribe,
it's put on your heart, should hiding your pain,
but when you're hurt, the spots stay the same.
When they rip out your heart, they still have no idea,
they say the same words, that no one of us will hear,
we can remain friends, like we were before,
we try to react, but they will never adore.
We ask ourselves what it was that went wrong,
it is senseless, 'cause their emotions are gone,
like air to breathe we need, anyway we would decease,
we will love them forever, that's why we're so please.
We will still walk for them till the end of time,
stay awake the whole night to see, if they're fine,
all we are expecting is this special smile,
that delights all our hearts once in a while
Currently listening to: taking back sunday (what i listen to when i'm wrecked...)
Currently feeling: haaaay...